D½! F{X at\mlc ]Zw!

D½bpsS IcÄ ]dns¨Sp¯v aI³ HmSpIbmbncp¶p. hgnbnsehnsStbm Ah³ ap«pIp¯nhoWt¸mÄ ]p{Xsâ ssIIfnencp¶v D½bpsS IcÄ tNmZn¨p: "tamt\, \n\¡v s\mt´m?'

CXv Hcp Ihna\Êv sa\sªSp¯ AXn`mhpIXzamÀ¶ IYbmhmw F¦nepw D½sb¶ henb D¬abpsS Hcp AcnIv AXv Im«n¯cp¶p­v. D½bpsS ]mZ§Ä¡SnbnemWv kzÀKw F¶v {]hmNI³ (kz) ]dªt¸mgpw AXp Xs¶bmWpt±in¨Xv. H¶pw ]d bmsX hoSphn«nd§n At\IhÀj§Ä Ignªv Xncn¨p sN¶t¸mgpw AÀ[cm{Xnbn tNmdpw IdnIfpsamcp¡n Xs¶ Im¯ncn¡pIbmbncp¶ D½sb¡pdn¨v _joÀ FgpXn. GXv Ipä¯n\pw am¸p\ÂIp¶ tImSXnbmWv amXrlrZbsa¶v tIihtZhv FgpXn. tKmÀ¡nbpsS t\mh sXm«v H«t\Iw IYIfneqsS, t\mhepIfneqsS Ne¨n{X§fn eqsS D½bpsS alna {]IoÀ¯n¡s¸«n«p­v.

{]ikvX Ihbn{Xn ZnÃnbn Xm³I­ Hc½bpsS Nn{Xw hc¨ph¨Xn§s\bmWv: "AhcpsS ]n¶mse ASp¯ apdnbnte¡v IS¶ Rm³ sR«n ]n¶m¡w HcSnsh¨p t]mbn. A½ I«nenencp¶v aIs\ emfn¡pIbmWv. "tacm emUven t_«m, tacm an³ l¿m, tacm Nmµ t_«m...' lm! B aIs\ Rm³ I­p. Ipän¯mSnbpw aoibpw hfÀ¶ hep¸apÅ sam«¯ebpambn, ssIImepIÄ hfªptX¼n, hbdp s]cpIn, aª¨v, \s«Ãphfªv, ASbm¯ hmbnse ]ÃpIÄ Cfn¨pIm«n, hmbnepw aq¡nepw \n¶p \o scmen¨v, I®pXpdn¨v Npcp­p InS¡ps¶mcp hnIrXcq]w. Fs´ms¡tbm hÃm¯ i_vZ§Ä ]pds¸Sphn¡p¶p­v. A½ AcnIn tNÀ¶ncn¡p¶p. aIsâ incsÊSp¯v aSnbnÂsh¨v ]nfÀ¶ hmbn IptdtÈ ]m Hgn¨psImSp¡p¶p. ]pdt¯s¡men¡p¶ ]mepw Xp¸epw Acpabmbn XpS¨pamäp¶p..... \o­ Ccp]¯©p sImÃambncn¡p¶p Cu X]Êp XpS§nbn«v!''

Ihbn{Xn tNmZn¡p¶p: Cuizcm, Hc½¡ÃmsX BÀ¡pIgnbpanXv? AwKsshIeyw ImcWw, kz´w Ipªns\ NhäpIq\bn Dt]£n¨v Ddp¼cn¨v Ipªn ¡®pIfnse shfn¨w sI«pt]mbXpw \½psS \m«n Xs¶bmWtÃm. Bip]{XnIfnepw I¡qkpIfnepw IS¯n®Ifnepw Dt]£n¡s¸Sp¶ Ipªp§fpsS IYIfpw \ap¡dn bmw. Xncph\´]pc¯p ssX¡mSpÅ kwØm\ inipt£akanXn BØm\¯v Øm]n «pÅ A½s¯m«nense Ipªp§Ä C§s\ Dt]£n¡s¸«hcmWv. ]Snªmd³ cmPy §fnse t__n_mKv t]msebpÅ Cu kwhn[m\w C´ybnemZyambn XpS§nsh¨Xp Xangv\m«n PbefnXbmsW¶v tXm¶p¶p. Ipªp§sf ]nd¶bpSs\ sImÃp¶ {]m IrXamb ioew AhnsS GsdbmWtÃm.

A½s¯m«n F¶ t]cpt]mseXs¶ B k¦Â¸hpw IpfnÀabp­m¡p¶XmWv. t]m äphms\mcp A½bnà F¶XpsIm­v Hcp Ipªv Dt]£n¡s¸«pIqSm F¶ al¯mb k¦Â¸w.(sXm«nem«p¶ ssIbtÃm, hnjvS]s¯ `cn¸Xpw) ]qÀWamb CjvSt¯mSp IqSnbmInà Hc½bpw Ip«nsb Dt]£n¡p¶sX¶p XoÀ¨. Zmcn{Zyhpw AhnhmlnXI fpsS {]khw ImcWapÅ am\t¡Spw aäpamImw t{]cILSI§Ä. k¼¶À¡v A\y kwØm\§fn t]mbn clkyambn {]khn¡m\pw Ipªns\ A\mYmeb§fnteÂ]n ¡phm\pw kuIcyap­mbncn¡pw. CS¯cw IpSpw_§fn AhnlnX KÀ`ap­mbm {]kh¯n\p kuIcysamcp¡n Ipªns\ hm§phm\pw Ip«nIfnÃm¯ Z¼XnIÄ¡v adn¨phn¡phm\pw k¶²cmb am^nbIÄ Ab \mSpIfn {]hÀ¯n¡p¶p­v. A½s¯m«nepIfn Ipªp§sf sh¨pt]mIp¶ A½, Xsâ Ipªv FhnsSsb¦nepw \¶mbn«v hfcs«sb¶pXs¶bmIpw B{Kln¡p¶Xv. ]n¶oSv Ipät_m[ap­mIp t¼mÄ, AhImihmZhpambn h¶psh¶pw hcmw. Xncph\´]pcw X¼m\qÀ _kv Ìm ³Un BtcmcpanÃmsX AeªpXncnª aq¶chbÊpÅ Nn¶pshs¶mcp Ip«nsb Hcp Hmt«mdn£m ss{UhdmWv sXm«nen sIm­psh¨Xv. ]n¶oSv A¡Y ]{X§fn h¶t¸mÄ AhImihmZhpambn Hcp XncphÃm¡mcnbpw Hcp B{Ôm¡mcn \mtSmSn kv{Xobpw h¶p. CcphÀ¡pw amXrXzw sXfnbn¡m³ IgnªnÃ.  bYmÀY A½sb I­p ]nSn¡m³ Hcp "kpsseam³ \_n' CÃmsXbpw t]mbn!

AhImihmZw ]et¸mgpw tImSXnIfnse¯mdp­v. hÀj§Ä¡pap¼v, Hcp PÀa³ tUm IvSdn X\n¡p ]nd¶ Ipªp§fpambn Hcp ]mem¡mc³ bphmhv tIcf¯nte¡v IS¶p Ifªp. kaqlw AwKoIcn¨ Zm¼Xy_Ôw Xs¶bmbncp¶p. AXv inYneamb t¸mgmWv aebmfnbphmhv Cu ISpwssI sNbvXXv. tIcf sslt¡mSXnbn \oXn tXSnsb¯nb PÀa³ bphXn¡v Ip«nIsf hos­Sp¡m³ tl_nbkv tImÀ¸kv XpW bmbn. ]et¸mgpw Ip«nIfpsS \njvIf¦amb Xocpam\w Xs¶bmIpw AÑsâtbm A½ bpsStbm klmb¯ns\¯pI. cXv\{]`mtIkn AXmWp­mbXv. cXv\{]`bpsS `mK¯mtWm cmPnsâ `mK¯mtWm \oXn F¶v am[ya§Ä apgph³ ImtXmÀ¯ncn¡p Ibmbncp¶p.

Asænepw ]nXrXzamWtÃm ktµlap­m¡p¶Xv. amXrXzw F¶pw kwibmXoXamWv! A½ bmYmÀYyhpw Aѳ k¦Â¸hpamWv F¶v ]dbmdp­v. C¶v,]nXrXzhpw \qdpiXam\w imkv{Xobambn sXfnbn¡m³ Ignbpamdv P\nXIimkv{Xw hfÀ¶p Ignªn«p­v.  A½¡pw Ipªn\pw sNehn\p \ÂImsX IS¶pIfbm³ {ian¡p¶ "AÑ·m\y'·msc, aq¡pIbdn«p ]nSn¡phm³ \oXn]oT¯n\v C¶v imkv{Xw ]n³_ew \ÂIp¶p.

F¶mÂ, imkv{X¯nsâbpw kmt¦XnIXIfpsSbpw hnImk]cnWma§Ä ]pXnb ktµl§Ä DbÀ¯p¶p. CWtNcmsX Xs¶, kv{Xo]pcpj_oPmWvU§sf ]co£W ¡pgen kwtbmPn¸n¨p, Cchphm§nb KÀ`]m{X¯n  hfÀ¯phm³ C¶v km[n ¡p¶p. ChnsS BcmWv bYmÀY A½? AWvU¯n\pSabmb kv{Xotbm, KÀ`[mcWw \S¯n s]ähtfm? ]¯pamkw s\m´ps]ähsfs¶ms¡bpÅ hnImc{]IS\§Ä¡v ChnsS bmsXmcp {]kànbpanÃmXmbn¯ocp¶p. Ipªns\ KÀ`Imew apgph³ t]dn \S¡pIbpw {]khn¡pIbpw sNbvXv, hmSIbpw hm§n ]ncnbp¶hÄ¡v ]ns¶ bm sXmcp AhImihpanÃ. AXpw ]dªv ]n¶oSv At§m«v sN¶n«v Hcp ImcyhpanÃ. hfÀ ¯½bpambn«mIpw Ipªnsâ _Ôw. KÀ`]m{Xw hmSI¡v \ÂIp¶Xp ]mÝmXy \mSpIfn C¶v Hcp sXmgnemWv. þhmSIbmIs« ZpÊlamw hn[w hfscb[nIhpw.

Cu AhkvYbnemWv Cw¥­n Xmakn¡p¶ Hcp KpPdm¯pImcn CubnsS t]c¡p ªp§Ä¡v KÀ`]m{X¯n CSw \ÂIm³ X¿mdmbncn¡p¶Xv. tdmInS³kn F¶ A]qÀhtcmKw _m[n¨v, {]khn¡phm\pÅ Ignhp\jvSs¸« aIfpsS `À¯mhnsâ Cc« ¡pªp§sf KÀ`w [cn¡phm³ BZyw Cu kv{Xo k½Xn¨ncp¶nÃs{X. F¶m CXn A[mÀanIambn bmsXmcp sXäpansöp tUmIvSÀamcpw aäpÅhcpw t_m[ys¸Sp¯n bt¸mÄ AhÀ B kmlk¯n\p k¶²bmhpIbmbncp¶p (F{Xbmbmepw C´y¡mcnbmWtÃm AhÀ.) C¯cw kw`h§fnse ss\XnIhpw [mÀanIhpamb hi§sf¡pdn¨v Xocpam\saSp¡pI Ffp¸aÃ. {]mtbmKnIX am{XamWv an¡hmdpw BZyambn ]cnKWn¡s¸SpI. hmSI¡v KÀ`]m{Xw\ÂIn {]khn¨Xn\ptijw Ipªns\ ]ncnbm³ hnk½Xn¨ kv{XoIsf¡pdn¨pw hmbn¡phm\nSbmbn«p­v. ChnsS {]iv\w sshImcnIamWv. Zs¯Sp¡s¸« Ip«nIfpsS Imcy¯nepw CXp­mIpw.

Hcp apkvenw bphmhnsâ `mcy¡v kz´w D½sb Is®Sp¯m I­pIqSm. hmkvX h¯n Ahsf hfÀ¯nbXv D½bpsS tPyjvT¯nbmWv. AhÀ¡v k´m\`mKy ap­mbncp¶nÃ. A\pP¯n¡mhs« BWpw s]®pambn aq¶p\mep a¡Ä. AXnsemcp s]¬Ip«nsb hfÀ¯m³ \ÂIn. hfÀ¶phepXmbt¸mgmWv AhÄ t]mä½bà s]ä½ F¶p Xncn¨dnbp¶Xv. AtXmsS s]ä½tbmSv sshImcnIambn ITn\amb shdp¸pw D­mbn. a¡fn Xs¶am{Xw asämcmÄ¡v hfÀ¯m³ sImSp¯ D½bpsS, amXrkvt\ ls¯bmWhÄ {]Xn¡q«n \nÀ¯p¶Xv! BscÃmw Fs´Ãmw Xc¯n t_m[ys¸ Sp¯m³ {ian¨n«pw B shdp¸v Aenªpt]mImsX IÃn¨ncn¡p¶p!

imkv{Xw AXnsâ {]mtbmKnIhpw {]tbmP\Ichpamb Xe§sf¡pdn¨ÃmsX sshImcnIhpw [mÀanIhpamb {]iv\§sf¡pdn¨v Nn´n¡p¶nÃ. A½bpsS amdnS ¯nsâ NqSdnªv, A½nª¸mensâ a[pcadnªp, kvt\lemf\IÄ \pWªp hfÀ ¶hÀt¡ B sshImcnIX a\ÊnemhpIbpÅq. s]¬Ipªnsâ cà¯n Xs¶b enªptNÀ¶XmWv amXrXzsa¶v \mw hnizkn¡p¶p. ]mh¡pªns\ sIm©n¨pw sNt©mcnhmbn a¬tNmdq«nbpw F{XsNdp¸¯ntebmWv s]¬Ipªp§Ä A½ bmIm\pÅ X¿msdSp¸p XpS§p¶Xv! BZy{]kht¯mSp IqSn Xs¶ AhfpsS FÃm kvt\lhmÕey§fpw Ipªnte¡v tI{µoIcn¡p¶p. A½bpw Ipªpw X½nepÅXp t]mse, ]cnip²amb Hcp _Ôw Ct¶mfw a\pjy³ Is­¯nbn«nÃ. FÃm aX§fpw \nbaimkv{X§fpw AXn\p ]mh\Xzw I¸n¨ncn¡p¶p. IemImc·mcpw kmlnXyImc ·mcpw {]IoÀ¯n¡p¶p. AsXÃmw t]À¯pw t]À¯pw HmÀ¡pt¼mÄ \mw Nn´n¡p¶p.

D½þ F{X at\mlcamb ]Zw! a¡Ä¡pth­n F´p XymKhpw kln¡m³ k¶²bmb D½, kl\¯nsâ aqÀ¯nbmb D½, kvt\labnbmb D½ þImew t]msIt¸msI Cu kahmIy§sfÃmw CÃmXmIptam? AdnªpIqSm.[À½\oXnIÄ Xs¶ CÃmXmIpt¼mÄ AXnsâ {]XoI¯ns\hnsSbmWv ]pXnb Ime¯n CSw?